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dear beverly..

im so sorry i didnt have the time to meet u even before u leave singapore.haiz... i honestly missed u so much u wont believe wad happened..after the phone call with u..i actually cried...lolx.yes.. babe i miss u sososo much.

i feel terrible as a fren..workin at mooks has drained half my life at the moment.but i noe its worth it.ive been learnin so much things here n dere its becomin a routine.u wont believe hw much ive changed when it comes to retail management.its so fuckin tiring... but yet im smiling thru.. x) its a blessing in disguise i guess.

i noe u will be enjoyin life and studyin hard.promise me u will...ya?im sure u miss singapore in many many waes alr.by the i hope u have managed to settle in the lil room i saw thru your blog..yesh..tts is sad as being compared to the one u are zzz in singapore.

man...no more calls frm u..no more how are u helly..no more... where the hell are u girl?no more.. whose workin at billabong nw ah?hahaa~

and of cuz..it seems we werent tt close actually.but i guess we did cross each others path in life ..which exactly made it all sounds so meaningful.girl.. i miss u.so much.

i zzz in ur bed everynite thinkin of u..u have no idea hw much of a fren u mean to me.i just regretted not sayin bye to u before u leave..i'll pray for u as days goes by yea?

muacks.for a moment.i thought i hear ur voice sae..dun worry helly i will.. x)huggies. take care.u noe u're being missed badly.

love xoxo, hellyf.

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first of all hels, dont send emails you want me to read to ultimate_mayhem@hotmail.com, send to bevyeoh@hotmail.com- i read serious stuff here, all the trash and junk and porno subscriptions goes to mayhem(i have no idea why i have porn subscriptions, i'm really nt tt interested.) second hels, i am so touched by that sweet email... deep down i knew you really wanted to come out and play with me b4 i left.. but blame mooks and work.

babe, i miss you very much too... and your stoopid bf bernard and how we used to do all sorts of nonsense together.. it all took place in singapore- and now you have no idea how much i want to go home to the little dot on the map just to see my family and friends. dont work too hard hels, i know you are one little hardworker and will dedicate yourself to the job entirely.. i just hope you are having fun and that shenzi is not making you do OT. dont worry, i will study hard.. i promised that to my parents and of cos myself too- and dont worry, when i am back.. i will make sure i bombard your phone and ask you "hellyna, how r you? where are you? working today? whose working at bong(eventhough we r nt working there anymore but still somehow give a damn)" so, sleep well on my bed and think of good rolling times.. i am saying this to you now :"dont worry hels, i will." hugs and kisses.

bev<3