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now, i am thinking what the hell am i doing at blogger.com. i have so many things to do, and here i am distracting myself. i really need an outlet, i am holding in alot of things- feelings especially. i feel so broken down. i dont really know what to type. i am in the library, with all my papers and books everywhere and i seem to like this mess i created.

i need to finish this essay by today, by hook or by crook.

its cold, 10 degress to be exact and to hell with spring.

i am getting a string of thoughts relating to my essay now, i should really thank myself for distracting myself again.

i can only rely on me, myself and i for now- i will not impose on anyone- for now.
pictures will be up soon!