SUCKED THE LIFE OUTTA THE NIGHT
armed with the middle finger and un-buttoned pants// a self entertainment tool while taking a shit. i try to convince myself i am a boy sometimes.
THE DAY WENT FULL CIRCLE, WITH NO IN- BUT OUT.
left to work on a very draggy saturday morning.
while waiting for mum to come home to pick me up for work- apparently, they both went to the police station to meet up with one of dad's old friends- why? dad's money was stolen twice and his main suspects: the maid and i. funny cos as much as i hate to be accused wrongly, i enjoy seeing the guilt in my maid's eyes. lie detection test this wednesday//cancelled. my maid got the shit she deserved, and she quietly confessed her guts out to my mother. if i need money, my mouth will not hesitate to open... honesty i have learnt frm mommy. my boyfriend can very well support my shopping expenses- feed me breakfast, lunch, teabreak, dinner, supper dry. i'm dependent on myself and my mouth. FOR NOW, I MAKE MY OWN MONEY. SUPPORT MYSELF AND SUPPORT HOMELESS ANIMALS AT SPCA. SO EVEN IF I TOOK THE MONEY, IT WOULD BE FOR A GOOD CAUSE- but honesty i have learnt. HAHAHAH
Night Fall.& the stars came out to play.
the same place, the usual and the new ones that break it down with us. DRINKS DRAWS THEM CLOSER.
joeyjoeyjoey. playing 5/10 with chivas shots? i played with you and my drinking strength level decreased by almost half, so in other words.. i wasted myself playing 5/10 with you in less than an hour.
and from this point of time, i was as gibberish as i could get.
BOOM.
the young ones came out too... christopher gomez(mrs. gomez's son) and edmund(raymond's brother) whoever she or he is. i was very careful not to offer them too much drinks, sure wasnt going to be responsible for getting them drunk.
sweetttlord jenn is drunk!! she has always been the best one that held her drinks, this time she was over and out.. sole survivor has deemed the spotlight, and the survivor wasnt me.
SURVIVOR NOT AT BAHAMAS, SURVIVOR AT MOS. damn bitch, i owe it all to you although i still cant get over the fact you puked all over my foot.. it was all the BUTTER AND MILK that you forced me to take pre-mos. it works for one, end of the night i was still sane and could count all my fingers and toes, how come i only had 8 toes?
