12:24 AM
work today seemed like forever for some reason, maybe its because i was really tired. really tired from what? i guess the usage of my voltage energy that was input on msn last night, which resulted in swollen eyes and a drenched shirt. i dont know what my bestfriend thinks, i dont know what my bestfriend thinks i think.. its a cold war that has started since last year and it has only frozed up my brain last night. its too cold, and i am naked standing infront of you... now, would you offer me your jacket or leave me out in the cold? //if only.
*this is how small you are to me. funny it may seem, you dont know whats going on around you. you must have felt the cold shudders you receieved from all your other colleagues... or maybe you just think they are ogling over your sexy bald head.
jenniferanne- certified sugarmama for beverlyyeoh, who looks too cool for her own good. if i had money, i would get a nosejobb.. and make it as sharp as jen's. get super long eyelash extentions and get botox. so maybe i would look like barbie- jen, share your gene pool with me.. how about making babies together? hahahah
the breaks and risks we take. jen, you take photos at the most unexpected times, when i am sometimes deep in thought or when i am attempting suicide in the middle of the road, not suicide.. just a walk by myself. so photographer jen, i forgot to tell you one thing... thanks for sending all the photos- courtesy of jenn..)
this is how a slip of the shutter looks like... mysterious yet alluring. its not artistic nor is it photoshopped.. what you see, is what you get. i like it, when i look at this picture through my eyes.
this picture make my world go round and as blur as it is, you make me high.. so F*$)%*W-ing high. (resolution for 07'- less vulgarities and read straits times as much as possible.) oh fuck, i have to read the papers mum?! so i was saying my resolution was?
LITTLE-TIKES
sandralim. i cant believe since graduation we have nt seen each other, and its about time you click on me and say something- anything. so just to let you know too, i have been seeing mira more than you and its not the same when i am the only idiot laughing into her comedic face. time flies and thursday will come soon... lets just sit down at starbucks, have a little talk- just you, me, mira and steph.(oh)just like good ol' times.
*i am blogging away in my living room with my dad sitting next to me and we are both watching golf as i am multi-tasking.... and he suddenly screams after Paul GoyDos misses the putt at the PGA championships.. he should join interactive.com. i swear, he was sleeping and snoring beside me and then he suddenly woke up again to watch, then fell asleep again and wakes up to watch again. hahhahaha, he is funny- it a morbit way.
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mummy has done it again, its just picture perfect at home now. i feel happy if mum is happy,(dad screams again... "no luck, no luck.. look at the ball, no luck"..) god. as i was saying.. i was paying too much attention on venting my anger and enjoying hurting her emotionally last time and i hate myself for that now. seriously, i hated how she got angry last time and she hated how i got angry.. so we became enimies in a unseperable way. we would nt give in to each other and we could go on not speaking for months. now, when she is happy.. everyone is happy. i love making her happy and really- its communication. just make an effort to call her once a day or just spend a little time with her would make a world of difference. my court case was recently over and mummy was there to bring me to the temple early to pray to the goddess of mercy and then to court, bailed me out and brought me for breakfast after which she left for the office. so i asked myself again, who will ultimately be there to bail you out in any serious situation- only my parents would sacrifice for you, no one else- kukujum was right, it will only come a time and something serious to happen for me to understand how to appreciate em'. he learnt from experience and i could nt be bothered to listen, now.. its my experience, my lesson- learnt.
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*grannywong is back from the states and i called her up at work today to welcome her home.. and boy i was so happy to hear her call me "sweedddiee".. he her hokkien slang accent. i missed her so much and i cant wait to see her this sunday. g'wong, your precious is coming back to sembawang to see you! anyway, she brought back something for me and i loved it... it looked so- me... and i know she couldnt have possibly chosen it and bought it.. she obviously had help. and who has the best sense of style and resides in the states? my godmother. i def. know for a fact she choosed it. much love from singapore, from your naughty lovable god-daughter.
jenniferanne- certified sugarmama for beverlyyeoh, who looks too cool for her own good. if i had money, i would get a nosejobb.. and make it as sharp as jen's. get super long eyelash extentions and get botox. so maybe i would look like barbie- jen, share your gene pool with me.. how about making babies together? hahahah
the breaks and risks we take. jen, you take photos at the most unexpected times, when i am sometimes deep in thought or when i am attempting suicide in the middle of the road, not suicide.. just a walk by myself. so photographer jen, i forgot to tell you one thing... thanks for sending all the photos- courtesy of jenn..)
this is how a slip of the shutter looks like... mysterious yet alluring. its not artistic nor is it photoshopped.. what you see, is what you get. i like it, when i look at this picture through my eyes.
this picture make my world go round and as blur as it is, you make me high.. so F*$)%*W-ing high. (resolution for 07'- less vulgarities and read straits times as much as possible.) oh fuck, i have to read the papers mum?! so i was saying my resolution was?
LITTLE-TIKES
*i am blogging away in my living room with my dad sitting next to me and we are both watching golf as i am multi-tasking.... and he suddenly screams after Paul GoyDos misses the putt at the PGA championships.. he should join interactive.com. i swear, he was sleeping and snoring beside me and then he suddenly woke up again to watch, then fell asleep again and wakes up to watch again. hahhahaha, he is funny- it a morbit way.
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